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Found my paper 2000 diary while rummaging around for something else. Discovered a Saiyuki story I'd forgotten I wrote, probably the second one started and the first finished, that I'd somehow failed to note in the index.htm file for my story page back, oh, six years ago when I coded the thing. This feels very odd.

I will note that the fall of 2000 was a very nice time indeed, as drugged episodes are wont to be.

My personal mythology says 2003 was the best year of the decade, maybe even better than the Saiyuki heydays (August 2000- May or thereabouts '01); and that nothing afterwards even came near. But that's not true. I have extremely fond memories of 2008, even with all the snow-- the Woxin natter, the Pratchett reads, the Chinese films I was watching around this time in the bright March sun. But that was a calmer kind of happiness, more adult by comparison to either '03 or '00. And high time too, I suppose. 'You're not a giddy fifty year old any more.' Alas. Giddy fifty-year-old-dom was such fun.

(I have a sinus infection, again; hence the melancholy.)
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I'm very sorry so many people seem to have had a frightful year last year. I had a wonderful year, in keeping with my habit of having wonderful years in the midst of rampant death, doom and chaos. Last red letter year was 2003 which from an objective standpoint sucked mightily, even for me. But I was writing dragons and almost didn't notice SARS, Iraq invasions, bicycles being stolen and the AC going off for three days in mid-August. Give me enough crack and sufficiently charming young companionship, and I am very happy indeed.
Thus 2008. )

Today's Happiness

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008 07:24 am
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Pratchett knighted.

Actually I knew yesterday, but my joy was mitigated by someone being oafish about it at [livejournal.com profile] discworld. What tips it today is learning that Robert Plant is knighted too. Sir Robert Plant, earl of Red Gloria, as he always was.

Happiness

Tuesday, December 30th, 2008 08:10 pm
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This is a good time of year to do that 'what makes you happy' meme. Many disked sets of Uncle Ming is a good start, but today it was followed by [livejournal.com profile] kickinpants' Christmas package. It contains a Hasui calendar, and I nearly wept when I looked at the plates.
Reason being-- )
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(Ah! It's back. lj's back! I breathe again.)

Happy birthday to my clutch of end-of-Decembrists: [livejournal.com profile] luxetumbra, [livejournal.com profile] joasakura, and [livejournal.com profile] stanking.

Otherwise, I'm terribly sorry but I shall be unreachable for the next month or so, on account of [livejournal.com profile] paleaswater just sent me 大汉天子 and 女巡按, those Uncle Ming omnibuses, both without English subtitles. I intend to drive the cold winter away by sitting in front of the TV squinting ferociously at the Chinese ones. At the end of which I shall be either blind or semi-literate. (There's what looks like a laptop DVD player in the Bloor stores. I'm... tempted, if that's what they are, because these DVDs will play on a region 1 player, and it'd be nice to have mandarintools handy when I'm, um, reading my TV series.)
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Outside it snows. Inside I huddle in fearful apprehension and shuddering terror. My scars, let me show you them. So I shall meme, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] feliciter:

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.

Thus I do what I've never done, and natter about music.
But only because the result was largely so apropos )
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Reading The Amazing Maurice. Feels like a return to another time, since I've read no Pratchett for two months. Also it snowed on Wednesday and has gone February-cold, meaning that even two weeks ago (when it was 16C/61F) feels like last year. I'm taken with the people in Engine Summer who decide months on the basis of weather. It *is* February now-- highs in the 20sF/ minus digits C-- and is going to be March tomorrow.

Finding myself in snow makes me feel by reflex association that I should be watching Woxin, and I can't. Watched bits of Hero instead, since my copy of Rainbow doesn't play. Also reread chunks of my twelve-year-old fic, Percy, and concluded that I could write, back in the day. (Back in the day I thought it as uninteresting as I do the stuff I'm writing now, but only the later bits.) You need not believe me if I say you'll miss those hormones when they're gone, but let me assure you, you'll miss those hormones when they're gone.

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2008 07:57 pm
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My used book-fu was on today. Copped another Holdstock at Eliot's Books. Very satisfying. Also saw dentist and had tooth ground down so I'm no longer biting on it. That it was possible to grind it down is a testimony to how well naproxen works when taken in quantity.

Must note also dramatic cold-weather sunset clouds yesterday evening, purple-black and scarlet-gilt, and bright Tokyo-January cold sun on the bare trees this morning. (Unseasonably cold for TO November, usual for Tokyo January.) See out the corner of the mind's eye uncapturable glimpses of places I knew there. So much of place-memory is things I wasn't really looking at at the time, which may be why it never comes back whole.

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Monday, November 17th, 2008 09:40 pm
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"Could man be drunk forever/ With liquor, love, or fights"

...he would feel rather as I do now. Bar the fights bit. I also note that it's taken a cup and a bit of gin and vermouth to make me even slightly tiddly, *and* to shut my tooth up. My tooth didn't make a peep while I was at work, exactly as I expected, but the minute I walked out of the building...? Yeah.

Oh yes- am I drinking while taking an anti-inflammatory? Why yes. Yes I am. Ato wa hidoi darou, but one does what one must. Johnson cocktail at least snagged me a sudden detail that makes the current fic feel for a moment like dragon stories past, and for that I'm grateful.

Otherwise, Isak Dineson isn't the stylist I want to be reading at the moment, but I have no other so I'm reading her.
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Ah. My tooth hurts. The emergency dentist last night said it's an inflammation, not an infection, and prescribed me anti-inflammatories which I'll start once I establish that no, aspirin does *not* work.
Cut for dental stuff )

Meanwhile I realize that the proper person to turn up to tell a hearty yarn to Dan and Una is Jack Aubrey, but that's a double gainer I'm not going to even try. Pasticheing Kipling's narrative style is possible but pasticheing O'Brian's conversational style inside that is not, or not for me.

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Thursday, November 13th, 2008 08:00 am
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Flypaper memory. Jane Austen noted somewhere 'I have read the Corsair, mended my petticoat, & have nothing else to do.' (In a letter. And while we're on the subject, is there anything more infuriating than google books, JSTOR aside? Google at least lets you see things, even if navigating within the book is an exercise in screaming frustration. JSTOR just shows up with the intro to exactly the quote you need, demands your academic credentials, and spits in your face if you don't have them.)

Thusly, I have read Engine Summer, roasted a turkey, & wish I had nothing else to do, but the Workplace of Perpetual Crisis has other ideas on the subject.
Cut for digressions and reading )

My two cents

Wednesday, November 5th, 2008 01:19 am
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About once every twenty years history gets made in a way that feels good. The Berlin Wall, the moon landing, and I wasn't around for whatever came before that. My reactions-- the ones I'll say aloud, that is-- swing between Nicely done and What took you so long. Truly, I really didn't think it would happen. I'm amazed and delighted.

I also remind myself that this is a man whose politics are to the right of Stephen Harper's. Now there's a bucket of next-day cold water in the face.
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The common wisdom is that menopausal women are always too hot. Pfui. I've always been too hot. Can clearly remember in my 30's wondering what was this notion people had that t-shirts are cool. Thick heavy cotton, making you sweat any time the thermometer goes over 70F/ 21C. Mind you, that's a TO 70/21, meaning humid sticky and generally feeling like 86/30 or more. So yeah. I'm a sweater, meaning that in any season but winter I sweat; and in winter I sweat for other reasons.

Why then, in my late 50's, am I suddenly too cold? Read more... )

Rollercoasters

Tuesday, October 21st, 2008 11:28 pm
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Keep this up and I'll develop a complex about looking in the mailbox.
Read more... )
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JagNORmous hunter's moon near the horizon tonight. Lost half its size once in the sky, but still. Big. Big and SCAReeee.

The weekend was gorgeous. Clearest blue skies, softest warm sun, trees gold and red and purple. Went for a walk yesterday evening and kept saying 'Hasui. Hasui. All these Hasuis *everywhere*.' Yellow autumn trees against dark green ones. Bands of sunset clouds across an innocent blue sky. Dark tree branches against a salmon coloured background.

But I started collecting Hasui twenty years ago. How come it's only in the last five years that I've started seeing him all over the place?
Broadband, is howcum )

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Monday, October 6th, 2008 09:08 pm
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A small not unpleasant melancholy all yesterday, caused I think by going through my Saiyuuki guzu/ freebie files to find properly resonant homoerotic stickers to adorn Tav and Kiro's wedding poem. They come from ancient copies of Animage, mostly, in a 'Yes Virginia there was a time when I had a subscription to Animage and bicycled down to Sanko every month, or every few months, to pick up my copies' way; and there was a time when my main squeeze was an anime that featured prominently in Animage, which consequently offered many posters and postcards and seal sets of the anime version of the guys. All this happened in some sunny far off era, eight years ago, when I still copied my raw tapes for people because there was no other way then to get hold of them. That's all gone now, become infinitely distant and hence dear. I can't even remember when I cancelled my Animage subscription. Probably when [livejournal.com profile] shiny_monkey came home in '06 and I no longer had a source for the stuff.

But those little stickers capped from the second season closing credits and all the pre-Kamisama episodes reminded me of what it was all about, way back when.
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(Sudden thought- how do you raise a roof beam? You have to be building a totally new roof, right? Which properly you should have done well before the wedding that's supposed to happen underneath it. Proof that contractors have been missing their deadlines since forever. Those pyramids- never ready in time for the funeral. Still colouring the wall paintings as the sarcophagus is lowered.)

1. I do not cry at weddings. It was [livejournal.com profile] nightengale sobbing beside me that did it. Like yawning, tearing is contagious. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

2. Friday has a lot to answer for, or rather the 8 am Dolorous Phonecall on Friday has a lot to answer for, in that I still have a stubborn case of Little Mermaid Feet. Or Foot, as it is now. Not helpful on an erranding/ Nuit Blanche weekend.
More listy thoughts )

Godzilla cat

Monday, September 29th, 2008 11:10 am
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Here.
Well, *I* laughed.

Of Infant Porkers

Thursday, September 25th, 2008 08:30 pm
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A little fuzzy as to dates, but somewhere around here I believe Piglet turns one. Happy birthday, Piglet.

The destiny that shapes our ends, diet how we will )

Woe

Sunday, September 21st, 2008 06:46 pm
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'They cried, La Belle Dame Sans Merci hath thee in thrall.' Meaning the vampire Torontonian lurgey that's been going the rounds this last month finally got me on Thursday. It's still in the headache and malaise state; I think I shall be positively relieved when it turns into the faucet nose and cough.
Amusing Pastimes with The Beautiful Lady Who Never Says Thank You )

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Friday, September 19th, 2008 07:15 pm
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Anyone wanting the latest Gaiden ep will find it at [livejournal.com profile] saiyuki_manga, but you have to join the community to see it. Needless to say, you do not want to see the latest Gaiden ep. I'm content to postpone the trauma for a month myself.
But still there's the bath )

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Wednesday, September 17th, 2008 05:55 pm
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Work is being work. My work, if you didn't know, is casual and part-time, which tends to mean either not enough or way too much. This week at least is way too much, and I must stagger through two more days of it. But [livejournal.com profile] takumashii makes me very happy:
Emily Dickinson doesn't count unless you can recite something from memory. It's not that hard, people, you can sing them all to the tune of "Yellow Rose of Texas."
The woman you hear bellowing an up-tempo version of 'Because I could not stop for death' will be me.

(Not *all* of them, BTW-- I Cannot Live With You won't fit at all.)
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...the Ike is not
As long as we can say, This is the Ike.

Meaning that yesterday afternoon's bloated lowering cloud-cover that removed the CN Tower and Bloor St. past Yonge, and the subsequent deluge that caught [livejournal.com profile] nekonexus and [livejournal.com profile] kintail and me as we emerged from BMW books, was not the tail end of Ike. It was just heavy rain. Ike comes through tonight, presumably with repetitions of the same.
But other than that it was a nice day )
And the happiest of birthdays to [livejournal.com profile] incandescens. Sunday birthdays mean cake on Monday as well.

Dilemmas

Wednesday, September 10th, 2008 01:33 pm
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Is it reasonable, or am I thinking too precisely on the event, when I find myself less than enthralled by Brust's To Reign in Hell because the characters are presented as let-us-say Caucasoid? Cut for grumps )
Cut for thoughts on dragon poetry )

The confoozled

Saturday, September 6th, 2008 01:29 pm
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Graphics load slowly on this machine. So when I saw the headline Maple Leaf suspects slicers on The Star's page, I had a moment's head-hurt trying to parse these Maple Leaf suspects in the context of either hockey violence or Canadian nationalism. Then the photo of the meat-packing plant came up.
Equally )

Sunday Pastimes

Sunday, August 31st, 2008 02:49 pm
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Only an idiot would go down to Chinatown on a Sunday, but I wanted to look for mooncakes and I wanted somewhere to go this aft, so I did. And found that a) mooncakes are not sold in bakeries, they're sold in grocery stores and b) the downtown Chinese groceries all have the same three or four brands, one being some variant on peach and the rest lotus and all exorbitant unless you buy the individual mooncake in a tin, which sets you back four dollars and change. After qwerty and zan and the rest of you lot babbling last year about green tea and cappucino and you name it mooncakes, lotus paste doesn't really cut it. OTOH it's sweet and captivating and I'm glad I only bought one, so I shall now buy no more. Thus I dispose of mooncakes.

However, serendipity, wandered into the Dundas DVD stores and not the Spadina ones-- and discovered treasure )

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Wednesday, August 27th, 2008 08:51 pm
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I'm at the supermarket today when I suddenly register that the black jacket on the guy in front of me (grey blow-away hair, ancient hippie, rather like myself) has a pattern of the four guardian beasts on the back. Some HK import product, I assume, available maybe in Chinatown? A distinct step up, quality-wise, from the stock imports with mythical beasts on them. 'Scuse me,' I say, 'where'd you get your jacket?' 'I'd tell you but I don't know,' he says. 'Someone left it in a bar and never came back to claim it, so I took it. No idea where it's from except this--' and he shows me the zipper pull which, contrary to all logic, says Nike.
And was it? )

All over now

Sunday, August 24th, 2008 04:22 pm
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Observe who gets the top step.

Mug Returning

Saturday, August 23rd, 2008 09:58 am
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It's true, nothing happens in August. Thus I link.
Linkage )
Well-favored Man )

Drought

Wednesday, August 20th, 2008 11:29 am
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Hanh. They're not predicting any rain until Sunday, and then it's only 'light rain.' Yeah, sure. Last Monday was supposed to be 'scattered showers' until the day before when it became 'risk of thunderstorms,' and then day of when it turned into 'severe thunderstorm watch.' In fact it was (downtown at least) extreme deluge. I lay bets that the same thing happens by Friday at least. I crossed Queen's Park on Saturday and saw more than one large standing pool. *That* kind of summer: Queen's Park is flooded.
Cut for Well-favored Man )
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Buying books for pleasure, not buying books to read, part the five thousand and whatever-th.

Went on a book crawl yesterday, ostensibly looking for Moonwise, now I remember a) what it's called and b) what its author's name is. I could order it online but online wants $38 just for starts, and I don't do pigs in pokes at that price. I was also looking for early Pratchetts which the first-run bookstores don't have. Online has those too, but online means amazon or indigo, which are... morally tatty. Am not sure I want Tiffany enough to give money to these guys.
And so I biked the summer city )

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Thursday, August 14th, 2008 06:33 pm
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In general I'm underwhelmed by this round of the Olympics. Politics, politics, blah blah blah. Nothing to do with my city having lost the Olympics bid, truly: I'd hate living in a city disrupted all summer by the Olympics, and the Olympics would hate to be happening in the summer TO is currently having. But today's google cartoon makes me very happy:



Go, Goushou!
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OK we get it. 2008 wants the Gold for record precipitation. Well, 2008 has it. You can stop trying.
Whinging in the rain, just whinging in the rain, what a mizz-rubble feeling, I'm sopping again )
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Drink enough wine and anything looks like a good idea.
Cut for really bad ideas that only look good on half a litre of wine )

Holiday Summary

Monday, August 4th, 2008 08:51 pm
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Of course I went back to the Blue'n'white to get The First Hundred Hanzi, of which there were three copies the day before yesterday, and of course there were none. OTOH I did write 450 words today. OTOH I keep misplacing my copy of Maskerade because when I take it somewhere to read I find things to do there, like acrostics in the side bedroom and changing the sheets in the front bedroom. OTOH when I took it down to the living room I wound up vacuuming the living room carpet and dusting the furniture, including the very grubby windows. OTOH the vacuum cleaner is still sitting in the hallway. OTOH three days' worth of dishes are in the draining rack. OTOH the dinner dishes are in the sink.

And I want a bath after my hour's walk today. Yay exercise. Not so yay breadloaf feet.

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Thursday, July 17th, 2008 09:52 pm
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Absence of content attributable to heat-fried brains (and no, it's *still* not that hot, whatever the local papers say.)

Bwah hah hah.

The odd thing is that seeing that line, I realized that at one point I'd memorized that whole speech. And forgotten that I did so, though I remember (and can quote) the other stuff I memorized for the course- the prologue to Every Man in his Humour and Faustus' last speech.

Loose end

Sunday, July 13th, 2008 01:31 pm
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July is a break from the incessant allergies except when spring is late or cool or exceptionally rainy or early or hot or... well, July really isn't a break from the incessant allergies, OK? Nor am I the only one around with the Throat Tickle of Doom or the gucky lungs or the vanishing voice or the absolute inability to wake up completely ever and that's before antihistamines. Thus only a few scattered thorts. Ordered so as not to scatter too widely )
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...is proved by me linking newspaper stories two days in a row. Observe these shenanigans and weep. Weep even more at the phrase modest million dollar homes. As someone else said, "Wychwood Park (a quasi-gated community, but without the security systems) which most people probably think is made up mainly of lawyers, stockbrokers and CEO's, is actually heavily populated by U of T faculty". Academia-- the last Kindergarten. Or, as the Brits say with more accuracy, Infant School.

What's not mentioned is that no one can just buy a house in Wychwood Park. Buyers must be approved by the trustees. The trustees rather famously used to refuse Jewish applicants (the pre-80s definition of 'diverse') though I gather that's no longer the case. I should wander through it some time and see if there are any non-white faces. Wanna bet not?

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Wednesday, July 9th, 2008 07:58 am
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This, dammit, is why I hate going outside in thunderstorms. That happened just down the street. Seriously, guys-- quite apart from huge falling branches, now a major hazard in this city of aging trees, when a storm moves in you get the frick inside. It's called common sense. (There's a convenience store just across the street, FWIW, that'd have been much safer as a shelter. It's not like you can't *see* a storm approaching from the hill above Christie Pits.)

In other news, read a good-natured BL manga, loosely titled On the Road with the White Dragon (no dragons, just a possibly pseudo-Buddhist monk with Daoistic powers), by the Hitodenashi mangaka, for once doing a genki uke and considerate seme. Possibly this is why there's no sequel, though there does seem to be another in the Shinsengumi series. (Three years since I reviewed those? Dear god, time flies.)

Canada Day Serendipity

Tuesday, July 1st, 2008 02:03 pm
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We recall that there's a difference between the pleasure of buying books to read and the pleasure of buying books to buy books, yes? This may be the latter, but time will tell. Cut for Lots )
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There's 'teeth-grittingly cutesy' and then there's 'bitch I will keel joo!' Unless found in the mouth of Bertie Wooster or Papuwa-kun, 'chappie' belongs on the right-hand side of that ledger.

Window fans bring in cool air. They also bring in the reek of those stinky trees with the waxy yellow-white flowers, that smells exactly like 'asthmatics stay indoors' air pollution.

Tomorrow is a holiday and I have nothing to do on it but try to avoid sudden explosions in the street.

Going Postal

Saturday, June 28th, 2008 10:13 pm
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Damn, what a good book. I thought nothing could replace Vetinari vs Vimes in my affections, but Vetinari vs Moist is a winner.

Only trouble with mainlining these books is not remembering what happens where. Is it in Men at Arms that Vimes arrests Vetinari, or somewhere else?

(Reading in the front bedroom by the window on this humid afternoon while the surprisingly cool breeze blew in and grey argosies of washy clouds floated past, the bit of my brain that wasn't in Ankh-Morpork was seeing forgotten bits of Japan, streets in Ueno or fields in Shizuoka. Must be the repetition of 'moist' that did it.)
Shoutout to mauvecloud )
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--that Flow gonna rise some day.

So I get my paycheque and its pittance, and it isn't raining, and I do have an hour at my disposal, and I have the bike as well...
So I go spend money )

Oh, piggy piggy!

Sunday, June 15th, 2008 09:36 am
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It was a week of postal happiness. Cut for greed )
It was not of course a week of credit card joy, but really, only the equivalent of three meals out with wine and tip.

Tempus fugit

Thursday, June 12th, 2008 06:39 pm
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It's the 13th in Japan? Then happy birthday, [livejournal.com profile] kagenami! May the next year be better than this.

Am discovering the sad fact that if you don't use it, you lose it. 'It' in this case is reading Japanese prose. Time was-- time being 2005-- I could trundle along fairly happily through the 12 Kingdoms novels, which have a rep of being slightly difficult. Now I'm stumbling through やさしい竜の殺し方, 'How to Kill Gentle Dragons', a YA fantasy novel, which was recc'd here. So far I have yet to encounter any dragons at all, gentle or otherwise, but so far isn't very far. I'm not even sure that the title isn't intended to be 'The Gentle Art of Slaying Dragons.' Whatever, we do at least have our requisite fantasy silver-haired purple-eyed character, though with the current brainfry I'm not actually sure if he's in fact either.

The crack of dawn

Wednesday, June 11th, 2008 07:40 am
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And there are people who advocate getting rid of daylight savings? Madness. That would have the sun rise at 4:30 this time of year, which means I'd be up at 4. You know who gets up at 4? Tofu makers. No one else should be awake at that hour except the insomniacs like me who're about to go to bed.

Three days in a row awake before 6, two of them at 5 am. Awake. Unable to get back to sleep because my body says "Light! Look there's *light* in the east! The birds are singing! It's morning!!" Ohh for the wintertime when 5 am was the middle of the night and I got more than 5 or 6 hours rest (it doesn't have to be sleep-- an hour or two's float in the dark will do just as well.) And my eyes weren't too tired to read Japanese the rest of the day.

Because when I'm not too tired to read I can divert myself with these sites )

Wimps

Sunday, June 8th, 2008 10:01 pm
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Oh my god it's over 30! Get back in the house!

*Yes* 32C /90F is hottish for Toronto, but sheesh. It's not any 37 or 40, let alone an Arizonian or Iraqi 50C/ 120F. (My Iraqi neighbour gets all teary-eyed remembering those invigorating 50C summers at home, especially when he's shivering through a 15C autumn afternoon in a down jacket.) I was in Tokyo the year the night temperatures stayed above 29/ 84 for weeks at a time and lived to tell the tale. Get a grip.
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Seattle's weather is currently happening outside my window. Which makes me happy because in two days we'll be having Kuala Lampur's.

And over at fandom_wank there's a threnody thread (one should be able to portmanteau those words-- threadnody?) about Great Unfinished Manga Works. Not just YnM, actually. And much CLAMP bashing.
Kurotsubaki )

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