Icicle of Celeste

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 07:10 pm
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I'm too tired for coherence. My particles are swirling around in a vague cloud, much like snowflakes. I didn't sleep very well, and we both got up extra early so the Sparrowhawk could go and do his money counting. It had been postponed from Monday at 9 to today at 8:30. I shoveled everything for his convenience. Then I flopped on the couch and gratefully enjoyed the hot tea he had left for me. He got home early enough that I could have taken the car and visited Madame, had I been so inclined, but it was snowing again and the streets were slippery, I gave myself a snow day, as I had warned her other friends and family that I might. During another pause in the snow, I shoveled the porch and sidewalk again, for the sake of the mailman. And then I thought "oh, what the heck, I have my boots on" and just re-shoveled the rest of it as well. I added the portion in front of the garage door, in the interests of access.

I put away some laundry. He went out to do a couple of errands. I made spaghetti with meat sauce, and then waited for him to come home, somewhat perturbed by his absence as it started snowing heavily again. It turned out that the delay was caused by difficulties in finding the flowers he wanted to bring me. He brought home a really lovely bouquet with seven red roses and five white ones, and an extra, smaller bunch of flowers because they were trying to get rid of them and had reduced the price.

Today I received a copy of the Burroughs Bibliophile fanzine in the mail, with an interview they did with me long ago when my Dejah Thoris book was first published. I thought they'd forgotten all about me! Kudos to the editor for a very nicely edited and laid out version. Now it remains for me to cringe at my own words and regret the wasted years that I did my best to elide in my commentary.
When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
I summon up remembrance of things past,
I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste

I seem to be on a Shakespeare jag this week. Alas.

I received notice of the obituary for the wife of my father's cousin. She died recently at the age of 87. I last saw her at my mother's funeral. She sounds like a pretty great person, though she lived out her life in the obscurity of Jersey County, Illinois. She was one of the few remaining elders on the branches of my family tree.

How about a little Thomas Gray for a change?
Let not Ambition mock their useful toil,
Their homely joys, and destiny obscure;
Nor Grandeur hear with a disdainful smile
The short and simple annals of the poor.

The boast of heraldry, the pomp of pow'r,
And all that beauty, all that wealth e'er gave,
Awaits alike th' inevitable hour.
The paths of glory lead but to the grave.


I certainly don't think anyone should mock or disdain a woman who raised eleven children and bore the proud title of Rural Mail Carrier.

Snowflake (days 10-11)

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 03:36 pm
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Snowflake Challenge promotional banner featuring an image of a wrapped giftbox with a snowflake on the gift tag. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.


Challenge #10: Big Mood (Board) – CHOOSE SOMETHING YOU LOVE AND CREATE A MINI MOOD COLLECTION OF THREE (or more) ITEMS THAT EVOKE YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT IT. You don’t have to limit yourself to visual media, or collect the items into a special format like a square (though you can if you’d like).

OK, I’d never made a Moodboard before, but had been sort of wanting to try it, so this was the perfect opportunity. I thought briefly about whether I should do a Taskmaster one, but I do feel like my colorbars from last year fill a similar niche, so I felt like I’d done it. Well, besides Taskmaster, I think it’s fair to say I have only one truly active fandom at the moment, so… Elis James & John Robins it was. And I might have gotten a little carried away XD

elis and john moodboard

(Let me know if this looks giant on your page and I'll add a cut -- mine seems to automatically resize it to something reasonable, but not sure how universal that is.)

Blathering )

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Challenge #11: In your own space, grant someone's wish from Challenge #5.

I really like the idea of this challenge, but don’t terribly like the idea of linking to “granted wishes”, so I won’t do that part. I’ve already granted a couple of wishes when originally browsing Challenge #5, but this was my reminder to go finish commenting on another one I’d done in my head but not actually commented on. But then I went ahead and browsed the day 5 comments some more until I granted a wish I hadn’t even looked at before. I plan to continue doing that, but with that I feel like I can call the challenge “done” for the purposes of posting about it :)

Oh, right, and I should probably link to my wishlist, shouldn’t I.

Presidential and Vice-Presidential Babies

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 10:36 pm
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The news that J.D. Vance and his wife Usha are expecting a baby in July spurred me to research previous cases of babies born to incumbent Vice-Presidents (four boys, to three Veeps) and Presidents (three, two girls and a boy, to two POTUSes).

It has been inaccurately stated in some sources that Floride Calhoun (1792-1866) was the only previous Second Lady to have a baby during the Vice-Presidential term of her husband, in this case John C. Calhoun (1782-1850, Veep 1825-1832). She was the first but not the last.

The Calhouns’ ninth and tenth children (of ten) were born during his term, James Edward Calhoun (1826-1861) and William Lowndes Calhoun (1829-1858). Both were born in South Carolina. James became a lawyer and went to California. He died aged 36 and is not known to have had children.

William stayed in South Carolina, married twice and had three sons with his second wife (incidentally she was the widow of one of their older brothers) before dying aged 29. I think he has living descendants.

Floride Calhoun outlived all but one of her ten children, including John and William.

Frank Hamlin (1862-1922), son of Hannibal Hamlin (1809-1891, Veep 1861-1865) and his second wife Ellen Hamlin née Emery (1835-1925), was the longest lived (so far) of the Vice-Presidential babies. He was born in Maine, became a lawyer and moved to Chicago. I don’t know that he had any children.

The most recent Veep baby was Schuyler Colfax III (1870-1925), only child of Schuyler Colfax (1823-1885) and his second wife Ellen née Wade (1836-1911). He became Mayor of South Bend, Indiana at 28, and then worked for Kodak. Two of his three children died young but the third has living descendants.

The three Presidential babies were all born more recently. Grover Cleveland (1837-1908, POTUS 1885-89 & 1893-97) married Frances Folsom (1864-1947) in 1886 during his first term and they had two of their five children during his second term.

Esther Cleveland (1893-1980) was the second of her parents’ five kids. She married a British army officer and had two daughters, one of whom was the philosopher Philippa Foot, the co-inventor of the Trolley Problem. (Her photo illustrates this post)

Marion Cleveland (1895-1977) married twice and had four children. Her second husband was John Harlan Amen, the chief interrogator at the Nuremberg tribunal.

Both Cleveland sisters have living descendants – indeed four of their six children lived into this century.

Last and saddest, the fourth child of John F. Kennedy (1917-1963, POTUS 1961-63) and his wife Jacqueline née Bouvier 1929-1994) was Patrick Bouvier Kennedy (1963-63), who was born prematurely and lived for only two days.

Coincidentally Marion Cleveland and Patrick Kennedy were born quite close to each other geographically (if 68 years apart), she in Buzzards Bay at the base of Cape Cod and he in the nearby Otis Air Force Base.

Of the seven babies on my list, only two were born in Washington DC were Schuyler Colfax in 1870, and Esther Cleveland in 1893. Perhaps the Vances will add a third.

What Am I Reading Wednesday - January 21

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 04:19 pm
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I managed to finish two books this week despite the competing pressures of work, gaming, and other socializing, and aim to have a few more honkers wrapped up within the next few days.


What I Finished Reading This Week

Internet Security Fundamentals - Nick Ioannou
This self-published freemium book covers exactly what the title suggests it will. Because it's free and frequently updated, the editing is atrocious: typos, omitted words, garbled sentences, and occasionally mistakes that utterly change the meaning of what Ioannou surely meant to say (e.g., the equivalent of accidentally omitting the word "never" from the following sentence: "The absolute most important thing you can do is to never leave your doors unlocked when you go out.") That said, this book is free, it's frequently updated, and the information is solid and presented in a fashion that won't overwhelm readers who need an introductory explanation of these concepts and practices; if you're looking for a book that does just that, you could do far worse than this one.

After the Forest – Kell Woods
This book was excellent and I will eagerly read anything else Woods writes. Set in 16th century Germany against a backdrop of interstate conflict, witch trials, and religious intolerance, it tells the story of the folktale Hansel and Gretel's titular characters (Greta and Hans here) after the woods; that is, as adults, post-witch and -oven, and -gingerbread house. The setting is fantastic, the descriptive language is fantastic. The blend of historical fact and fairy tale elements is fantastic. The pacing is fantastic. The characterizations are wonderful and strike the difficult balance of depicting characters with believable strengths and weaknesses without slipping into caricature or melodrama, and desires and agency without relying on anachronism or unrealistic motivations or capabilities. This is a definite winner, and I will read it again.


What I Am Currently Reading

Mannaz – Malene Sølvsten
I've got just about 100 pages to go and can't wait to see how the trilogy concludes.

Freya the Deer – Meg Richman
There I was, calmly reading the prologue, when Richman casually dropped a sentence that came out of nowhere like a blow to the face. "Gripped me from the very first page" is a cliche in book reviews, but the first page of this volume delivers a mean jolt, and so far Richman has the chops to keep the momentum going.

The Disabled Tyrant's Beloved Pet Fish vol. 1 – Xue Shan Fei Hu
Mannaz, After the Woods, and Freya the Deer were all affecting my nightmares, so this has become my bedtime reading, a job to which its unapologetically, gleefully over-the-top premise is perfectly suited.


What I’m Reading Next

I acquired no new books this week.


これで以上です。

Bundle of Holding: Dead Air: Seasons

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 03:00 pm
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This all-new Dead Air Bundle presents English-language ebooks for Dead Air: Seasons, the post-apocalyptic tabletop roleplaying game from Italian publisher The World Anvil Publishing about a Blighted world forever changed.

Bundle of Holding: Dead Air: Seasons

Just in case the Muse sees this post

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 04:30 pm
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I've been thinking about the forthcoming [community profile] halfamoon, celebrating female characters in fandom, and as always I'm looking forward to reading the contributors' fic and recs.

I've reconciled myself (mostly) to the idea that I'm unlikely to be writing any more fiction; but if a Muse of Stories should ever condescend to visit me again in this lifetime, I'd ask for her help in writing three works:

Possible spoilers for decades-old source material )

Huh. There might be a bit of a theme discernible in both my actual and hypothetical fic.
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Second paragraph of third chapter:

She was born Jean Murray, in 1934, to Thomas and May Murray, a Protestant couple in East Belfast. Belfast was a sooty, grey city of chimneys and steeples, flanked by a flat green mountain on one side and the Belfast Lough, an inlet of the North Channel, on the other. It had linen mills and tobacco factories, a deepwater harbour where ships were built, and row upon row of identical brick workers’ houses. The Murrays lived on Avoniel Road, not far from the Harland & Wolff shipyard, where the Titanic had been built. Jean’s father worked at Harland & Wolff. Every morning when she was a child, he would join the thousands of men plodding past her house on their way to the shipyard, and every evening he would return as the procession of men plodded home in the opposite direction. When the Second World War broke out, Belfast’s linen factor produced millions of uniforms and the shipyards churned out navy vessels. Then, one night in 1941, not long before Jean’s seventh birthday, air raid sirens wailed as a formation of Luftwaffe bombers streaked across the waterfront, scattering parachute mines and incendiary bombs, and Harland & Wolff erupted into flame.

This is a tremendous book about one particular aspect of the Northern Ireland conflict, tracking two intertwined stories through the decades: first, the history of sisters and IRA members Dolours and Marian Price, and second the mystery of Jean McConville née Murray, who was abducted and murdered by the IRA in 1972. Keefe has interviewed, and read interviews with, many of the surviving protagonists, and of course the story was made into a major Disney+ TV drama. It’s a chilling narrative of violence and death, sometimes political and sometimes just thuggery.

It is a book that has evoked sharp reactions. One person on social media responded to my note that I had read the book by fuming that it was “IRA propaganda. Complete bullshit”, though he later admitted that he had not actually read it himself. On the other hand, mainstream Republicans find both book and series sensationalist and unduly hostile to Gerry Adams. (Links are to two separate reviews by Tim O’Grady on Danny Morrison’s blog.)

By telling one particular set of stories, others are not told. Of course, everyone must write the book that they want to write; but the fact is that Northern Ireland is a lot wider than the dynamics of Republican West Belfast, and the experiences of the Prices and McConvilles, awful as they were, are representative of a part of society but not the whole. Keefe does make the occasional effort to acknowledge this, but I think a reader who knew nothing about the Troubles might get the impression that there was nothing else happening. Lost Lives would be a very good corrective.

The question is, what does one want to make of the past? At the end of the peace process, both the Prices and McConvilles felt cheated for different reasons. The McConvilles eventually did get closure with the discovery of their mother’s body, but that came about by chance rather than by any help from political factors. The Prices on the other hand felt that if the British remained in Northern Ireland, the entire armed struggle looked pointless, and they were revolted by that thought.

But the armed struggle was pointless; and it was evil. This is my analysis, not Keefe’s. The 1998 Good Friday Agreement was much the same as the 1974 power-sharing structure. The most significant differences were the provisions for ex-paramilitary prisoners, and police reform. (Some would argue that the D’Hondt coalition government is also a major change, but I would say that the forced coalition was there in 1974 and the D’Hondt process is a detail of implementation.) Was that worth the lives lost and devastated over thirty years?

This of course does not excuse or minimise the role of the British and Unionists in the story. If Unionists had run Stormont better in the first place, especially if the British had leaned on them to do so, there would have been no conflict. Loyalist violence, directed by Unionist leaders, was the initiating factor in the Troubles (as shown in the early episodes of Say Nothing), and Loyalists killed more civilians than either Republicans or the British Army. Bloody Sunday was an atrocity, and the cover-up was a crime (though Bloody Friday was an atrocity too). The Price sisters were brutalised in jail, and they were not the only ones.

Books like Say Nothing are very valuable to help understand the past – especially so if the reader keeps in mind that they show only part of the whole story.

I had occasional shocks of personal connection. In 1996, I was an election candidate in North Belfast as was Gerry Kelly, one of the Price sisters’ colleagues in the 1973 London bombings. He won, I lost; I have particular memories of a hustings in the Ardoyne where the audience was basically deciding between voting for him or not voting at all, and I left in such a rush that I had to go back the next day to collect my coat. (He doesn’t get a named speaking part in the TV show.)

A couple of the minor characters in the story mentioned are on my Facebook friends list – I won’t embarrass them by naming them, but they are played in the TV series by Seamus O’Hara and Charlotte McCurry. The idea behind the Boston College archives, on which more in a moment, came from Paul Bew, who I have known since I was roughly thirteen. Northern Ireland is a small place.

The Boston College archives play a large part in how much of the story came to light. These were a set of taped interviews with paramilitaries which unexpectedly became a source of evidence for the police investigating the murder of Jean McConville. I had a lot of respect and affection for Ed Moloney, the director of the project who died last year, and I corresponded warmly and sympathetically with him in 2011 when it started seriously running into trouble. But I have to say that he does not appear to have done the necessary due diligence on the extent to which his carefully gathered records could be used in future criminal investigations, and relied unwisely on the doctrine of the protection of journalistic sources. Expert legal advice was simply never sought, and that is a big error – on Keefe’s telling, Ed Moloney’s error rather than anyone else’s.

Whatever you make of the political intentions of the author, it is a well told story. I groaned a bit when I looked at 404 pages of dense text, with 93 pages of footnotes, but it really slips by quickly – even when you know what happened in the end. And here Keefe’s choice to focus on the McConvilles and the Prices does make sense, because by focusing on the human cost of the conflict to two families, you turn historical facts and statistics into stories that can be related to by any reader.

Published in 2018, the book got a new lease of life with the 2024 drama, which I finally got around to watching at the end of last year. I think it’s very well done. In particular, Lola Petticrew and Maxine Peake excel as Dolours Price in her youth and in her middle age, and Rory Kinnear is very memorable as Frank Kitson. I was surprised to see Josh Finan, who plays the young Gerry Adams here, pop up again as Dan, the philosophy teacher whose students are convicts, in Waiting for the Out, which we have been watching more recently.

On the downside, the early episodes tastelessly play the Prices’ IRA activities for laughs, and the whole thing is more sympathetic to the Prices than perhaps they deserve. The darkness is acknowledged too, but I felt the balance could have been put in a better place.

Watching it with my son, who was born in 1999 and has never lived in Northern Ireland, was also instructive. The two standout episodes are the sixth, which centres on the brutal force-feeding of the Price sisters on hunger strike in Brixton, and the eighth (of the nine) which concludes with the McConville children, now thirty years after their mother was taken from them, clustering together in the hope that her body will be found. With the caveats above, it’s very watchable.

You can get Say Nothing (the book) here.

This was the top non-fiction book on my unread shelf. Next is Oscar Wilde: A Biography, by Richard Ellmann.

Wednesday attended the Fellows' monthly symposia

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 04:47 pm
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What I read

Finished I Used to Be Charming: The Rest of Eve Babitz, though will cop to only skimming the final section 'Fiorucci: the Book' (1980) about which I was a bit WTF? and 'what was she on?'

Over the weekend saw a review somewhere of the latest work by Madeleine Gray speaking well of her first novel Green Dot (2024) so thought I might see what it was like, especially as it was at a very reasonable price on Kobo - gave up about a third or so in. Did not care about the narrator or her situation.

A bit of sortes e-reader (inadvertently opening a book) started a supernatural thriller but I couldn't work out whether it was part of a series and I was supposed to know who these characters and their predicament were, or whether I was supposed to work it out over chapters jumping back and forward over time and didn't feel grabbed. May return because that might be me?

Dick Francis, Risk (1977), where I realised I have recently identified a Francis pattern such that I could finger a certain character very early on as likely to be implicated in bad stuff going down.

On the go

Have been dipping into Timothy d'Arch Smith, The Stammering Librarian (2025), some further collected essays, including one on a person of research interest, and a rather fun Anthony Powell parody.

Dick Francis, The Edge (1988), which is the one involving a lush train journey, with additional Staged Murder Mystery, across Canada (reverse direction to the way I did it).

Up next

Well, the local history society publications in which I was interested have been ordered and have arrived.

life ticking along

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 04:31 pm
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So far since I arrived here I have watched David Attenborough's new Wild London special, the first two episodes of Wandavision (cor, that's a weird one), and forty-five minutes of The Two Towers. Gimli is really very comic-relief in this one, which I'm not loving. It's more noticeable having recently read the books!

I also woke up at 03:18 yesterday morning and didn't manage more than a few minutes of dozing thereafter, so had a fairly miserable day; beaten, however, by my swimming buddy (who lives around the corner and has been kindly giving me a lift to and from swimming while I'm staying with Mum), whose brother was just diagnosed with CJD, of all things. Apparently there's one or two people diagnosed per million each year, but talk about appalling luck.

Anyway last night I got rather more sleep, so have felt much more at peace with the world today and even accomplished some useful work tasks. I'll need all the available brain for choir tonight, though, this piece seems to be taking a lot of work somehow even though it's Haydn and not exactly difficult.

I have read zero books, but I have made some progress on booklogging, so it's not all bad.
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This is my second post about As the Earth Dreams, though these are the first stories in the book. I missed the book club meeting when they were discussed, so I'm afraid you'll only be getting my thoughts on them.

I also read the introduction and learned that it offers a one-sentence synopsis for each story, so I guess I can use those when I can't come up with a better one and/or don't understand a story's plot.


"Ravenous, Called Iffy" by Chimedum Ohaegbu

A masseuse attends her mother's fourth funeral, a prelude to her latest resurrection, only to encounter family she's never met. )


"The Hole in the Middle of the World" by Chinelo Onwualu

In a dystopian future, a refugee sells her memories. )


"A Fair Assessment" by Terese Mason Pierre

An antiques appraiser summons spirits to learn more about the objects, and encounters her ancestor. )

Cloud triptych

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 10:01 am
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Nanao must chose between staying with her abusive family or accepting the offer of marriage from handsome, wealthy, sincerely considerate Yako. A dilemma for the ages!

The Ayakashi Hunter’s Tainted Bride, volume 1 by Midori Yuma & Mamenosuke Fujimaru

Alien Extraintense

Wednesday, January 21st, 2026 09:21 am
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This fragrance suits me. Hard to go wrong with nardos and coconuts. But the bottle resembles Ambassador Kosh/Ulkesh from Babylon 5.


Alien Extraintense









Ambassador Kosh/Ulkesh



If I got this for sure the purple wouldn't go with the colours of the bedroom. But more to the point, could I sleep easy knowing there was a Vorlon on my dressing table?

Oklahoma City, OK part 1: Travel Day, Hotel Life

Tuesday, January 20th, 2026 11:03 pm
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**Disclaimer** The views and opinions expressed in this post are my own, and do not reflect the views or opinions of my employer. DO NOT RESHARE ANY PART OF THIS POST WITHOUT PERMISSION. Thank you.

This post covers Monday and Tuesday.

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MONDAY


I was awake earlier than needed and fretting a bit about getting to the airport. There was a Martin Luther King Day parade downtown starting at 10am, and they were expecting 300,000 people to show up!! In the early morning hours I could hear dump trucks being moved into position for road closures.

Fortunately the street by our hotel was not blocked off, but the parade was only a block away. I decided to get to the airport WAY too early, just to get out of the downtown area before the festivities started. After all, I could stare at my phone at the airport just as easily as in my hotel room. It was a very normal travel day, and a short flight to OKC. Did my usual drop-and-go for groceries, then unpacked as usual.

I thought you might like to see my "setup," though there's truly not much to it. Starting with my "coffee station." There is free coffee in most hotel lobbies, but it's not always that good + I'm not always in a mood to trek five flights down in my jammies and fight the breakfast crowd. I also really dislike most in-room hotel coffee pots, as they are RARELY clean. Therefore I have a collapsible hot water kettle and an AeroPress for tea and coffee.
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Currently I am not in a cooking mood while on tour. At home I'm happy to cook for Jameson and I, but when it's just me it feels kinda like a wasted effort. Maybe that will change. But for now it means that I put most of my pantry food directly on the counter next to the fridge, so I can see what I have and assemble meals quickly. I put out a set of dishes, and my food scale. This time my tupperware containers are on the other side of the fridge where I can grab them easily for packing lunches.
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Fridge. This is a typical one-week supply for me. It's mostly protein for now (Greek yogurt, chicken, tofu, fish, Koia.) There are berries and bananas in the freezer. With veggies, I have learned to get ONE fridge veggie such as lettuce or a cucumber, and wait overnight to see how the fridge will treat it. If the fridge doesn't freeze and ruin my fresh produce, I pick up more the next day. I've had too many good vegetables ruined by overzealous refrigerators.
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And here's how I lay out my clothes: I don't :p Other than laying out my pit blacks for opening night, there's no reason to drag everything to drawers or closets. I'd just have to run around gathering it all again in a few days. In the same way that I leave my pantry items on the counter so I can gauge what I have, I leave the clothing out like this so I can gauge when I'm going to have to do laundry as the week goes on.
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You don't need to see the bathroom, I lay out toiletries the same way as anyone would whether staying for a night or a week.
If there weren't a microwave, I would also make a spot for my Itaki cooker somewhere (there are some hotels coming up where it'll be needed again.)

Some people enjoy making their hotel room more like a home, and that means putting their clothes away and putting food in the pantry, cooking up meals on the stovetop, utilizing all of that great cabinet and storage space. But as for me, after years of living in hotels, I've learned that if I put things away I'll either forget what I have and overbuy, or leave things behind because I'd shoved them into a cabinet/closet somewhere and forgot about them. But that's just me, everyone is different.

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TUESDAY


Slept pretty poorly...I think because it's so quiet! Not only is my room not facing a road, it's also in an isolated corner of the hotel. I don't have ANY neighbors!

Breakfast, working on Foodie Finds, sending Philly ticket updates to family. I mostly finished my masterclass PowerPoint too, and emailed the coordinator to ask if he still wants me to attend the one at Delaware University in February. In the afternoon Ryu (violin) came to give me the car keys because both she and Sarah (French horn) wanted to walk to the venue, and I wanted to get there early. This works out for today, but I hope not to get stuck with the rental car all week so I can walk a few times too!

As I got ready for the show I kept hearing whistles and cheering and honking outside. Finally cracked my shades and saw an anti-ICE protest happening a few blocks away. Good on 'em.
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I texted Jameson to tell him about it, and he asked, "ICE aren't staying at your hotel, are they?"
"I don't think so," I replied, "but if I find out they are imma grab my pots and pans and be over on that corner in a minute."

Do I believe that illegal immigrants should be allowed to stay here with impunity? No.
Do I believe that it's inherently wrong and sickening to empower thugs to go around threatening People Of Color OR People In General, a LOT of whom are American citizens, on the chance that they might be illegal immigrants? YES. 

Anyway, a little before 3:30pm I found the rental car and drove to the venue, first to the stage door to grab a parking pass and then to the parking lot which is 2 blocks over. Easy peasy. I vaguely remember this venue, but the basement/pit area is like a maze and not the type of place to stick in your brain. 

Our pit setup before everyone had arrived. We are all in a sort of arch around DAR's podium. Which is great! But they decided not to give me Plexi. Which *I* don't mind, but I knew for sure that someone would find me too loud without it. 
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And Lo, partway through sound check a request was made, and I was enclosed in Plexi to protect the woodwinds :) 
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Having performed in a zillion different environments--outdoors, indoors, on stage, in pits, in arenas, in practice rooms, parking garages, etc.--as long as there is space for my slide to move, I could truly care less about the acoustics. I can adjust for just about anything. But if putting some shields up around me will help someone else, then by all means, box me up! Lol :p  

The evening show was good, the audience seemed enthusiastic. I made a few weirdo mistakes (mostly intonation due to the new space) but am optimistic that I will do a better job tomorrow.

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Wednesday:
Haircut in the morning and maybe a little local exploration after that. One evening show. My new mutes are supposed to arrive so I hope to test them out either today or Thursday.

Thursday: Musician's Union virtual meeting in the afternoon and one show in the evening.

can't wait to see your follow through

Tuesday, January 20th, 2026 11:04 pm
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Achievement unlock!

Storage room was emptied with the help of a friend on the weekend - perfect timing because today was the billing date for the rental. (Everybody should have at least one Ukrainian friend. Every Ukrainian import I've ever met, if you ask them if they have time for a favour, they're immediately, "I can be there in 20 minutes.") This is the last of the big stash to be cleared out and organized. My house is once again full of crap but I've got most of it already sorted into piles to keep, give away, throw away, or incorporate into The Stuff.

Keep: One of the things I inherited from my mother was a tall skinny china cabinet. I cleaned all the dust off and polished the glass and it's now set up on my ground floor - a little dinged up from being dragged around but a touch of paint should fix it right up. She filled it with crystal glasses and clocks shaped like shamrocks. I'll probably fill it with skulls and gargoyles. Maybe dioramas from Hieronymus Bosch. Haven't decided yet.

Give Away: A couple of big bags of sweaters and blankets to go to the drop-in centre, so good timing on that as well. A big bag of shoes that will go to the drop-in next summer because they have no storage space. Neighbours have already called dibs on a few things I posted to the local group. There is also a big box of photos, so I will pull those out for my family to go through as they are conveniently all in my house next weekend.

The Stuff: This is what I call the things where I go, "That is future me's problem" and stick it in a corner. Furniture that will either go into the (some day) finished basement or will be re-homed if it's not needed, boxes of art that's going to get re-hung after I've patched/repainted the damaged walls, boxes of planters and exterior decorations I want to go through for setting up the new deck in the spring, boxes of material and sewing supplies I'm going to dig into mmn, maybe next winter if I'm being completely honest.

The Stuff is... I'm not going to lie, The Stuff takes up a lot of room and my sister likes to pull one thing out of the pile and hold it up and go, "WHAT ARE YOU KEEPING THIS FOR" and she's not wrong entirely, but... also I have been dealing with my own hoarding tendencies for a long time and this I absolutely know, I will throw it away when I am good and fucking ready and not one minute before.

(Also, if somebody stands up and says "EXPLAIN YOURSELF" my immediate instinctual reaction is No, Fuck You. So that doesn't help her get the response she's looking for.)

***

Achievement unlock #2, no hot water this morning. Of course the corridor to get back to the tank was filled with storage room stuff, so I moved that, and then sat on the floor to read the instructions on the sticker that was conveniently located 6 inches from the very bottom of the tank. Last time I had to light a pilot I was much bendier, but also I had to unscrew a side panel and then stick a match into the space under the tank. This just required pressing a bunch of buttons in a very specific order. The technology is much improved, IMHO.

Then I realized I had an appointment in 40 minutes and there was a mad scramble to get out of the house in time and I forgot every single other thing I was going to do today.

(Side Note: And holy crap it was cold outside today! My fingers went numb after about 30 seconds.)

***

I think the cat is losing weight again. I've noticed his appetite has dropped off in the last couple of weeks. I checked the label on his prescription and it expired in December, so I'm hoping that he just needs a fresh batch. He has a date with the vet tomorrow and I'll be picking up a new bottle, but I'm going to bring it up with them.

Other than that, his energy level is fine and he's still playful. And he will still roll me for his treats. So hopefully this is a temporary setback.

***

I don't talk about the news much on here. It's a lot. I've been watching the news and the on-the-ground videos and following my friends and... yeah. I don't talk about it much because I don't have much to say, but I'm still paying attention.

I yell at politicians. My MP can't even be arsed to acknowledge my messages and I'm sure her staff are getting tired of me. I think one day when I have the spoons I'll go to her office, it's not far from here. Then when she calls me a peon and dismisses my opinions, she'll at least have to do it to my face.

(I mostly hate her because she originally got her seat by claiming to be an environmentalist, but she has spent her term defending every decision to to buy a pipeline and subsidize oil sand development. Because her job is more important than her principles.)

***

I've been talking to the gf a lot about retirement. She's pretty much done with her job, and ready to call it a day. Honestly I could say the same. I mean I don't actually mind the job but I think about all the things that I could be doing with my time instead. Taking classes, learning skills, getting involved in community stuff, making things. Working is such a waste of time, never more so than when one can see how much is left.

But first I have to get this house bullshit finished with. Then I can sit down and figure out when I can afford to quit working. Maybe talk to HR, even going part-time for a bit might work out financially.

***

Media stuff:
GF and I finished watching The Morning Show. I love this show so much, mostly because there are SO MANY messy, complicated, multi-layered women. Jennifer Aniston plays a character who is often completely unlikable and yet there are so many times in the story when the viewer is dragged 100% into her corner.

Last week we watched the first two episodes of Pluribus. My take was; I wouldn't want that for myself, but it would make for a much better world to live in for everybody else. I'd probably finally take the opportunity to travel a lot - it's not like any of my family or friends would miss me.

Just started reading This Is How You Lose The Time War. I'm just a couple of chapters in. What a weird and fabulous book.

I've also started reading Wheel Of Time since the series was cancelled. I'm about a quarter of the way through Book 2. Honestly I probably wouldn't have stuck with the series on the strength of Book 1 alone, but already I think I like Book 2 better.

This would get my strung up by the bookcloaks but I can really see why the series changed so much. There is a lot of material in the book that is interesting to read, but it would get in the way of telling the story in a visual format. (And also the series would be 400 seasons long and feature lots of riding through countryside while feeling creepy. So. Yeah.)



CedarWaxwing of Celeste

Tuesday, January 20th, 2026 08:14 pm
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I started off the day with another epic feat of shoveling. Only a few more inches of snow fell overnight, but the plow came by and barricaded my driveway with thick slabs of condensed snow. Digging that out was the hard part. The Sparrowhawk said "You're a wonder," when I came inside red-cheeked and puffing. I'm happy to accept the accolade. However, it will probably snow some more early tomorrow, so my good works will be wiped out, as is so often the case in other areas.

Then we had our weekly Zoom with Deb and the Prussian, and learned to our sorrow that another person we knew from the old days had been involved in a very bad crash over Christmas and was still in the ICU. I've had a couple of unexpected pleasures recently, as well as unexpected sorrows, however. The first was a message from the past, in the form of a text from the Former Student. He has reappeared on the radar, in response, I guess, to a sympathetic note on the Christmas card we sent him. He wants to have lunch with me next week, after a gap of several years! I'm afraid it will be mostly "sad stories of the death of kings," since we have both had deaths in the family and that's probably what he wants to talk about. I'll have to screw my courage to the sticking point.

No matter where; of comfort no man speak:
Let’s talk of graves, of worms, and epitaphs;
Make dust our paper and with rainy eyes
Write sorrow on the bosom of the earth,
Let’s choose executors and talk of wills:
And yet not so, for what can we bequeath
Save our deposed bodies to the ground?


At least it won't be until after my birthday. The other surprise was a phone call from my brother's older child to wish me a happy birthday! That was a kindly thought.

Does everybody know he's a ghost?

Tuesday, January 20th, 2026 05:20 pm
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In an all-time record for my minimal presence in fandom, I am now participating in my third year of [community profile] threesentenceficathon. I have written four fills to date and taken the rare step of transferring all of them to AO3. Once again all selections are obviously me.

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