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Sunday, July 12th, 2015 04:08 pm
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A pleasant evening with the Little Girls last night, who are not as little as they used to be. M seems always to have grown another inch every time I see her, even if it was only six weeks ago, and L has suddenly added a mental year or two. She's moved into the front bedroom, formerly her parents', meaning she has maximum floor space for all her tiny plastic toys, books, notebooks, pencils, and you name it. "L, when you get up in the night to go to the bathroom, how do you avoid stepping on all those sharp edges?" She gave me a haughty eight-and-a-half year old stare. "I have excellent night vision," she informed me. "And my room is very bright because of the street lamps." This is true; but then she decided to lower the blinds, leaving the room in darkness, and I cleared a path to her bed so her parents wouldn't puncture their feet when they came to kiss her goodnight on their return.
JS&MN )

Life

Tuesday, June 2nd, 2015 09:34 pm
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1. Nursing friend slept over Saturday night and had to be up at 6, so naturally I woke at that hour and was able to send her out into the rain with a borrowed umbrella and a croissant for the road. Monday as I was falling back asleep from a bathroom visit got a 7:15 call for an 8:30 shift. Today had only a 10 am appointment, so set my clock for 9 just to be on the safe side, went to bed at 11:30 certain of waking with the light as ever, and was ripped from a sound sleep by the alarm. Have been a bit fuzzy all day in consequence.

2. Planted beet and squash seeds weeks back; seeds were discouraged by the near-freezing temps in the second and third weeks of May, to say nothing of a fortnight-plus drought. This weekend was torrential rain and 28 on Saturday and equally torrential rain if a mere 11C Sunday, and everything has sprung up several inches. Irises are out all over the neighbourhood, as they should be. Allergies are also redivivus, alas.
Read more... )

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Tuesday, May 26th, 2015 10:10 pm
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Tore through eleven volumes of Ze in four days, more or less, including re-skims of 10 and 11. (And Shoui was adopted by Kotoha's parents, so yes, they're brothers.) Very satisfying, and these days very rare, to be able to lose myself in a series like that, one that precisely scratches an itch I wasn't aware of. I wonder where manga fandom is happening now? Probably through scanlations, I suppose.
Thoughts on Waki )

Partly anent all this, I was cruising the fiction section of the local used bookstore and realized why I have little use for mainstream fiction. It's all about the experiences of ordinary people in relationships: marriage, affairs, whatever. Which is foreign country to me. I have no idea what it's like to live with someone you're emotionally involved with (or, depressingly in the case of many male authors, *not* emotionally involved with.) The idea, as presented in English fiction at least, has all the appeal of working for a large corporation. It's so dreary. Why would anyone *want* to?

Which I suppose is why I go for genre. Genre does romance: high-flown, overblown, operatic, and always far too simple in its resolutions. But satisfying, goodness yes. It isn't like that, it can't be like that, but how nice to read a fantasy where perfect love is perfectly possible.

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Sunday, May 24th, 2015 05:21 pm
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Yesterday I was a powerhouse: erranded hither and yon, visited aunt, trimmed hedge, swept alleyway, watered garden, walked to super and then took a stroll around the block in the evening sun. Today I walked to the other coffeehouse and back, and then my knee screamed at me. Brace that worked beautifully for two days does not work today. Did succeed in vacuuming front room and doing a load of laundry, but otherwise have been sitting with ice packs and successive volumes of Ze. And wondering when I'll be able to walk again...

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Saturday, May 23rd, 2015 01:02 pm
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1. Ruthlessly pruning the cherry tree doesn't seem to have discouraged it from producing fruit in the least. I can see hundreds of little green nubbins just waiting to ripen and fall rotting to the ground. Two doors up has a scare-raccoon alarm, a rather annoying shrill beeeep that sounds every minute or so. I assume it discourages the raccoons, but it also seems to discourage the squirrels (good) and birds (bad), so I can't expect the neighbourhood fowls to strip my tree for me. Ah well. Maybe last night's near-frost will blight the fruit, but I rather doubt it: we're in for 25 and 27+ highs the next four days.

2. Read the last two volumes of Ze on Thursday, all happy in the sunshine of a forgotten world, and then the first four volumes last night. And um well- some answers were OK, some suggest she forgot her own settei between books 1 and 11 (Kotoha is Shoui's cousin once removed, not his older brother, and I don't think his father stuck around to train him in kotodama use.) And while it's all 'oh magnificent Rikiichi, how we still miss him', and while Waki does seem to play the Mitou family's emotions like a violin to get them to be decent to their kami, we're still dealing with a pair of amoral mass murderers. Not sure why I still like this series so much, but I do.

3. Four years ago almost to the day I got up one Saturday morning and had my knee give out beneath me. Same thing happened yesterday, only I had a slew of appointments and a shift. Made it through the day with the help of brace and anti-inflammatories, but am annoyed. These physio exercises make things hurt worse. Acupuncturist says alas that that's the way of it and be patient and some day I may be able to walk again without a cane or, even better, a bicycle for stability. *I* think I'm headed for walker-land.

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Monday, May 18th, 2015 01:16 pm
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Warm muggy holiday Monday. Knee decides to object to the way I've been staying off it for the last two days (ie bicycling, weeding, housework, short walks) so now I *am* staying off it, and dull it is too. Have rousted out my sidewalk-found 'Introduction to Greek' to see what I remember, and find the s-i-l is right: what's most needed is memorizing vocabulary.

Either eyes have grown worse in the last few months or are gunked up with allergy, but I can't read anything but English with any ease, and that not always. Therefore, perverse, am reading last volume of Ze, which involves reading second to last volume of Ze, which leads to playing addiction solitaire, even though I can't see the suits that easily either.

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Thursday, January 26th, 2012 10:12 pm
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It has been A Week, and isn't over yet. But still. I came home late last night after class, opened front door, and a box fell out from between that and the screen door. 'Huh? Can't be my bk1 order; SAL takes 2-3 weeks and they only got the thing filled last week sometime.' No, not my bk1 order. Two chubby red dragons, one holding a treasure bag and the other a treasure ship is it? They are currently brightening up my front room study. Thank you [livejournal.com profile] rasetsunyo!
Continung... )

Ponder

Sunday, July 24th, 2011 07:30 pm
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I don't know if I can even read Japanese with these mismatched eyes, and whispers say the last volume of Ze is a whimpy letdown (which I kind of figured from where 9 was going; alas that the resolution didn't measure up to the suggestiveness this time) (but when did it ever? Shall answer that question when I have more brain, round about October.) So, should I get vol 10 of Ze? Or should I risk my computer's integrity (obviously I myself have none) and read one of those many many raw scans that may have Trojans attached?

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Friday, April 22nd, 2011 08:18 pm
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I wanted to reread some DWJ because well obviously. But she's not a happy writer, and my experience with Fruits Basket last weekend suggests that my internal digestion is too delicate these days for anything dark and edged. Nonetheless yesterday I went to the library where I recalled seeing at least three books of hers I hadn't read. Only one was in-- other people having the same memorial urges as myself, maybe?-- and I got it as a break from this month's English reading of improving Buddhist literature and self-help handbooks.

The book was Enchanted Glass and I liked it very much. Nice adults, competent people, and a happi endo. Very manga-like and very un-DWJ. (Dead grandmothers are manga to me. Ze and... Kohri no Mamono, was it?)

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2011 08:50 pm
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Reading English authors, I often wonder if the unconscionable bullies they write actually exist in real life or if it's a sort of literary trope. It just seems odd that an adult who lives in a society where other people, yanno, observe and judge your actions all the time, could be so oblivious to the fact that what they're saying violates all notions of restraint, decorum, and civil behaviour. I say English because I only find this type in English lit-- from Lady Catherine de Burgh down to the latest Pratchett, which is what got me thinking. Granted, I need only go online and I find the bullying attitude everywhere, fuelled by an unquestioned sense of moral superiority and knowing that one is Doing The Right Thing. But I don't generally find it among English bloggers.
Cut for Ze considerations and spoilers )

Ze 9 & 10

Monday, January 17th, 2011 10:48 am
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My copies of Ze 9 & 10 came last week. Left them in the package; I was reading Pratchett and Ze has a certain mhh undeniable insistency to it. In a weak moment I opened it last night, reasoning that a single tank wouldn't take that long. Single tank because I'd already read vol 9, I just couldn't find it anywhere in the house and so, disgruntled, bought it again. My misty memory of reading it back in '09 was that I'd need it for reference when dealing with the fallout of the big honking spoiler at vol 9's end.
Anyone familiar with Ze can see what's wrong with that statement )

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Wednesday, September 8th, 2010 08:55 pm
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Reasons to be happy:
Numbered for convenience )

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Tuesday, August 25th, 2009 11:10 pm
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Six years ago I was gifted with half a dozen boxes of manga (or maybe it was eight boxes. It was a whole lot of manga.) I've read maybe one box since that time. (I keep putting them in different-sized boxes and mixing and matching so it's hard to tell.) Karin and Yakumo Tatsu and Daisan no Teikoku and a buncha Belnes and a buncha Sato Shios and a buncha Kamitani Yuus and a buncha Ikushima Miyas and stabs at random BL I have now forgotten. Also completely clobbered by Sanbanchou Hagiwara-ya no Bijin that makes no sense, Taishou manga or no Taishou manga.

But I went through the boxes a while back and pulled some more possibles. And now, to my surprise, I'm reading a Racish series, Abe Miyuki's Komatta toki ni wa hoshi ni kike, and can't leave it alone. It has psychology. I mean, it has psychology the way western series have psychology, upfront and analyzed, not inherent and unspoken the way it usually is. This is odd indeed, but charming. If I still prefer the way Ze does it-- pictorially-- well, I would, wouldn't I?

Just, I wish people's grandmothers would stop dying. Raizou's grandmother had me weeping like a drain all weekend, and now Takara's grandmother looks to keep me weeping all week.

Coming up for air

Sunday, August 23rd, 2009 04:52 pm
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So that was four volumes of Ze in two days (one was a reread.) Like 100 Demons, the last ep in this one makes me want to rush out and get a subscription to whatever magazine it runs in. Will not, because tank reading is so much more satisfying (and three tank reads are even better) and anyway there are scanlations in Chinese of the next chapter if umm I feel like working my Chinese, which right now I don't. Right now the grammar book sentences are about my limit.

Googling about for info reminds me that the stupendous happenings of vol 8 were signalled as far back as vol 1. Thus I must reread vols 1-4 to see what else I've forgotten and what further hints may have been dropped about this and that and *mostly* the structure of the Mito clan, which I know I'm not going to be told. I was hoping for a leeetle more information on who the hell Waki is anyway and didn't get that either. Still, a very satisfying read; I wish there were more manga that could hold me like that.

Also, any similarities to West End and 12 Kingdoms are doubtless totally in my imagination.

Necrophilia

Saturday, August 22nd, 2009 03:27 pm
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All the wasps have fallen into the cup of 7-UP on the window ledge and drowned. Bob, little corpses, bob away. You make me very happy.
Cut for spoilerish Ze speculation )

What ifs

Friday, August 21st, 2009 09:16 pm
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How could you have an 18th century French society-- full of ducs and swordsmen and composers and painters, in silks and peruques and patches and powder-- where everyone is black?
Cut for consideration )
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Maybe it's flu, maybe it's wanhope, maybe it's a weekend spent at a cottage on the Niagara peninsula-- a flat unbeautiful stretch of land always covered in heat haze, where people watch television because there's nothing else to do but drink. Yes, yes, they grow wine there. But you'd have to be either drunk all the time or a Buddhist recluse not to go mad at the excess of nothing on all sides, which (even worse) requires a car to get you to it. Auden's estate is ferociously copy-righted so there's no online version, and the poem itself is too long for me to type, but his Plains contains the line, "I cannot see a plain without a shudder,/ 'Oh God, please, please don't ever make me live there." Yes. Yes. *This*, as the wacky mono say.
And think of growing where all elsewheres are equal!
     So long as there's a hill-ridge somewhere the dreamer
Can place his land of marvels; in poor valleys
     Orphans can head downstream to seek a million;
Here nothing points; to choose between Art and Science
     An embryo genius would have to spin a stick.
Knowing what the cottage can do to me in its worst moods (ie hot sweltering mug, shimmery grey hazed sky, stink of polluted lake, and no, that's it, sorry all but I'm never going to LRD ever) I brought a backpack of books to read, including that simple-minded White Hart novel. But wanhope/ flu/ ferocious muscle spasms ruled out anything Japanese, as they did the undistinguished Martha Wells I'd also brought. (Why do so many fantasies read like tapwater? and tapwater written on a computer, to boot.) If I must suffer, let me suffer to some purpose, so I gnawed doggedly away at The Fall of the Kings. And finished it today, finally, dragging feet and ripping nails out all the way.
What does tFotK have in common with morphine? )
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--but not this year, apparently. My Gruesome reading continues unabated, a scant ten days after finishing my last fantoddy work. Started Peter Ackroyd's Hawksmoor and was totally todded a mere twenty pages in. (Possibly should postpone until next door comes back from wherever and I hear their comforting footsteps through the wall.) Yes I knew it was Like That because Ackroyd is Like That, and frankly I think London is Like That too. Horrible place (shudders.) But The Fall of the Kings is too complicated for my poor brane (can't keep people straight) and The Years of Rice and Salt is too heavy-- literally: weighs the backpack-- and I need to sit with my poor swollen summer feet up so they can deflate, which means reading through the To Read bookcase. Luckily serendipity brought me the perfect sweetness and light antidote to Ackroyd, not that I expect you to believe it. But a fast reread of Ze 4 and 5 has settled my stomach marvellously.

Which is good, because 6, 7 and 8 are in the mail to me.

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Sunday, November 4th, 2007 09:46 pm
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For my own reference, the winged dragons on Nihonbashi bridge. (Yes, I know that means Nihon bridge bridge. Nihonbashi is also an area and I feel an intrinsic need to specify.) I'm reminded of Ima Ichiko's little squib at the end of vol 4-ish of 100 Demons: 'Sometimes I wish a bomb would drop on Ginza.' Sometimes I wish a bomb would drop on north Ginza and demolish the expressway there. What were they *thinking* of, to stick the thing right above Nihonbashi? I know there's no urban planning in Japan but you'd think someone would have thought.

Otherwise, to reassure my battered ego, I read Ze 5 last night. Cut for those who haven't yet or might some day )
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Name five totally self-indulgent story ideas. (The fanfic you would write if you didn't care if you had an audience and also had no shame.)
Clears throat )

Ze

Saturday, January 6th, 2007 10:29 am
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Aaargh. Man I really want to write some Ze fic now. There's even a Ze request up at yuletide's New Year's resolutions page. Trouble is, the requester is reading in scanlation, and googling suggests those are barely halfway through vol 2. She wants kamisama background? That comes in vol 4. It comes in vol 4 in spades, with a ceremony straight from the King's Blades, except that Shimizu, bless her, is of course fully alive to the overtones that yaoi-onchi Duncan utterly ignores.
More natter )
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I'm currently reading the Ze that [livejournal.com profile] kickinpants sent me, about guys who do it with animated pieces of paper, and that Chinese-set one of [livejournal.com profile] paleaswater's about the guy who falls prey to a peony. Truly, Japanese manga does alter the west's settled and disapproving notions about what constitutes a permitted, or even possible, sexual partner. If nothing else you're dealing with the culture's reflex animistic assumption that everything is a spirit, which means in our terms that everything is a person. Dogs? People. Goldfish? People. ('I wouldn't use the verb 'yaru' when talking about feeding fish. It's disrespectful to the fish.') Parakeets? People: and in 100 Demons they'll kill you if you put a foot wrong. Trees? People for very sure. Even here they're people. Look at the unsavoury personality of willows in various English fantasy writers.

Maybe we wouldn't write stories where people are raped by randy tree branches, but that's 'cause we're puritans. Minami Ozaki did because she's Minami Ozaki. (Me, I always figured there was a good kink story inherent in the Whomping Willow.) Since rocks are people too, especially in Shinto shrines, I confidently look forward to a manga about someone doing it with a rock. Actually I wouldn't be at all surprised if back in the day people did do it with rocks. There are enough of them around of the right shape. And if Ima Ichiko hasn't yet done a story about a rock spirit (hasn't she? memory is pinging lightly) she will, Oscar, she will. (I'm also flashing here to Marianne Dreams, about menacing rocks with eyes in them (and whatever happened to my copy, huh?) and Edward Gorey's Black Doll, that always looked like it was made of stones to me.)
Christmas treasure )

Earworm

Sunday, March 19th, 2006 11:10 am
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My bunnies were brought a Fisher-Price toy from Israel that sings and talks and flashes and whistles as all F-P things do, but in Hebrew. Turn it on and it says Ze ha zman le man gimot- Now it's time to sing and play, I believe, in a sickly-sweet school marm voice. I of course heard that as Ze has manly man gemot, which my language-addled head now renders as Ze has (in its possession) manly man. (Japanese Anglo-Saxon verb motsu- Past tense: mochten- Past participle: gemot) No it doesn't. I mean yes it does (Konoe, Waki) but they're not the main couple or even a couple at all. But- Ze has manly man gemot, and I can't get either the line or them out of my head.
Rats )
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I've been vaguely aware for the last six months or so of people saying WA4, oh where is the translation of WA4, does anyone have a translation of WA4? to which I respond FINGERS IN EARS LALALA I DON'T HEAR YOU. The trouble with WA4? It has this important untranslatable word I can't decide how to translate. The word might well be the 'kotodama' 言霊 that shows up on the third page of the story. The spirit/ soul of words and how saying a thing can make it real and a bunch of related animistic Japanese ideas. Except kotodama isn't the problem word. It's the 'tsumaranai' that also shows up on the third page and that I couldn't translate without a footnote so it's easier not to.

Equally I was desultorily translating a Yumemakura story but couldn't bring myself to go back to it. Partly a problem of how to phrase a longish quote from Konjaku Monogatari in middle English to parallel the medieval Japanese of the original and *not* sound idiotic when I translate Yumemakura's modern Japanese paraphrase right afterwards, and partly because translating = yuck boring and-besides-my-teeth-hurt. (They do. It does. Whichever. Ow ow ow.)
And kickinpants gave me a manga for Xmas )

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