On visual impairment

[flemmings]

Not a visual person, me. Print is good. Print is my friend. Even in manga I concentrate on the bubbles and often fail to look at the pictures more than cursorily. This is fatal with someone like Ima Ichiko, where the text content is useless until later and the clues are in the graphics, but I can't break the habit. And possibly one reason I don't watch things in English-- aside from the fact that any foreign language per se has a guaranteed fascination and satisfaction of its own-- is that subtitles give me a textual anchor in the film or program, something to *read.*

But it goes beyond that. I approach all films with a dull pervasive anxiety, expecting either horrors (if English) or embarrassment (if anything else) or both.

English-language films, certainly American films, almost never fail with the horrors, even the kids' flicks. E.T. and The Neverending Story gave me the creeps, Home Alone was unpleasant. American audiences seem to expect violence, or at least the threat of violence, in their movies the way they expect colour photography; no one notices it, or they comment on it dispassionately as they do the colours-- the director's use of violence, the director's palette. Meanwhile I, yanno, live in a place where people getting shot is met with outrage and horror and people being tortured is met with letter campaigns from Amnesty International and the idea is that violence is something you do something about, not something you watch for entertainment.

Clearly I'm not with the spirit of my time.

The embarrassment factor is harder to define. It may be because I don't watch much TV so the inanity of what I do see on the screen hits harder. 'Oh my god look at what these people are doing.' I watched ST:TNG in Tokyo because I was dépaysée and vaguely homesick and, at the time, sick sick as well, and all the appeal of Picard and Data couldn't cover the horrid crawling embarrassment of the experience. Ditto Babylon5 when I came back; great cast of characters but oh em gee cringe cringe at JMS' psyche showing all its unlovely dangly bits. As I said, the inanity is mitigated if there's a foreign language involved, preferably one I'm trying to learn, though even that has limits. Tours of Kouenji soba shops are fine, train trips in Kyuushuu are great, Taiga drama is beyond my vocabulary but game shows I will give a miss.

Alas, the reflex cringe of turning on the TV gets transferred to foreign language films as well. If you aren't showing me horrors (no guarantee with Chinese directors, for sure) you're showing me personal stuff about people that I really don't have a right to know and that it embarrasses me to see before my eyes. Yes, I did react to Woxin that way. A very hard first watch, that was, replete with the same anxiety throughout.

You can see where this is going. I'm left with anime, that cushions both horror and embarrassment, or surrealistic directors like Suzuki Seijun who only embarrasses me for himself and serve him right. Otherwise, the act of putting a DVD in the machine is a difficult one for me.

So you will applaud me for having watched half of Gaiman's Neverwhere last night. It'll be a little harder watching the other half tonight but I shall. If only to avoid the other DVD I got Friday, that wasn't Warriors of Heaven and Earth (about which I have embarrassment cringes) but *is* Infernal Affairs, which is definitely the other kind. What was I thinking of?

(And of course I didn't go into Neverwhere cold. Prefaced it with Gou Jian and Ya Yu pre-battle with Chinese subtitles, the riverside castigation with English subtitles, and Gou Jian's address to the ancestors with my eyes closed to discover if I could I hear when Uncle Ming was saying a retroflex z or c, which I don't think I can yet. I has my obsessions and I sticks to them.)

Comments

[incandescens]

I do applaud.

(What would Fan Li and the Marquis de Carabas have to say to each other?)

[flemmings.livejournal.com]

Depends on who they're working for, I imagine. Much showy rhetoric and flapping of sleeves in public. And then a quiet drinking match in the privacy of their rooms, while Wen Zhong looks on with pursed lips.

I was once fairly fluent in British Accent but seem to have lost the facility. Am I mad, or is the main clueless chara supposed to be vaguely Merseyside?

[incandescens]

I believe that he's supposed to be originally Scottish and having moved down to London (it's been a while since I read the book, which had a bit more detail on that sort of background point).

[flemmings.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I got it for the Marquis too, after the Dr Who scuttlebutt, and he's a joy to watch. But what no one mentioned was Hunter, who just appeared last night and left me happily uncertain for five minutes was it a he or a she (and she still sounds like an ephebic sprig of someone's aristocracy to my ears-- only not aristocracy exactly: I've met the achetype somewhere before but can't place it.) Plus if she's a he then he's uncannily beautiful, and if she's a she she's uncannily androgynous, which I also put down to her English inflexion not being a native speaker's and thus not marked with familiar female intonations or familiar anti-female intonations, if you follow. And then I discovered she's evidently perfectly western and not, as I'd assumed, from Kenya or thereabouts. I look forward to more of her.

Thanks for the warning. In fact what I have is the first three eps of six, with no guarantee of the rest; and if the violence is more than the rat-eating of the opening scenes, then I can live without.

[avalonjones.livejournal.com]

In my own opinion, most entertainment of American origin is, despite what its creators may say, aimed at the lowest common denominator. I can't watch American sitcoms--they're just not funny to me.

[rasetsunyo.livejournal.com]

*claps*

Infernal Affairs III? Uncle Ming or not I really don't think it'll be your cup of tea. =/

[flemmings.livejournal.com]

(thank you)

Infernal Affairs I. I have 3, which I still haven't watched, but it was you who said that 1 was worth looking at.

[rasetsunyo.livejournal.com]

OH! Okay, yes, it is a Good Movie by my lights and I stand by that. But I won't be surprised if you found it painful to watch, it doesn't seem your usual thing at all...

(dude what evil caprice was it that possessed me to convince you to watch it?? >__>)

[flemmings.livejournal.com]

Me having mentioned that I'd bought IA3, and you saying 'BFGGRRFG but it makes no sense!! part 1 OTOH is not bad...' (And so said another friend of mine, so, yanno...)

But I can see IA1 yielding place to The Book and being returned unviewed.

[rasetsunyo.livejournal.com]

8D Oh yes, that would be it.