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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2010-09-26 09:32 pm
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When I was fourteen on this day, they piled us into a bus and drove us off to Stratford and enchanted us beyond words with Richard II. Golden kings in golden velvet on a golden September afternoon. This may be why I think the entire Middle Ages happened on an autumn afternoon, and that-- pace many famous Books of Hours-- it was never summer then.

A little over a quarter of a century later I got on a train in Tokyo in spitting rain and rode down to Kamakura under a washy grey sky. The rain was disconcerting, because one didn't get wet in it. The hills of Kamakura from the Runaway Temple were soft muted greens and browns, a vista of serene melancholy. This may be why I think the Japanese middle ages (and all of Japanese Buddhism) happened on an overcast autumn afternoon, and that the sun only shone on Shinto occasions.

Three years later I was riding along the sidewalks of Nerima-ku and Suginami to one of the Zenpukuji parks (though now I wonder if it wasn't Shakujii with the castle ruins?) I came home along the canal and as I crossed a bridge, the westering sun turned the water golden at my feet under the broad cloud-flecked sky. I was scarcely past my first month of fandom, the world was glorious and marvellous, and Tokyo obliged by being the same. This may be why I think my early fandom days were all ones of triumph and glory, forgetting that the other half of the time I was a hair's breadth away from despair in that popoloso deserto che appellano Tokio.

[identity profile] unearthly-calm.livejournal.com 2010-09-29 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Short and beautiful; I enjoyed reading this.
Also, it reminds me of that Aesthe essay you wrote about how the first days in any fandom are numinous. I thought it was such an appropriate and yet unusual use of the word.

[identity profile] flemmings.livejournal.com 2010-09-29 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I think it's the actual characters in early fandom that feel numinous, but the days themselves are certainly touched with a kind of divinity.