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flemmings ([personal profile] flemmings) wrote2021-06-13 10:16 pm
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The result of refusing to get up at 8-whatever  a.m. and going back to sleep for another three hours was to get me a dream of being in not!Japan, which actually resembled some European city of my childhood, and attending a host bar, or maybe host/ hostess one, with lovely friendly waiters who, when I turned out the contrnts of my wallet in an increasingly anxious attempt to find money to pay my bill, said 'I wish I could pay your bill myself.' Did find the money eventually, even as a thunderstorm began crashing outside so I couldn't leave and get back to my hotel.

Otherwise a nothing day. Muggy and threatening for most of it, so I did my exercises and my kanji and tried to move a bit more than usual. I'm slipping into crippled/ quarantine melancholy and wondering if I'll ever get to see my friends and family again. Ah well. Ups and downs are to be expected with this thing. I was much more cheerful about it a year ago, but then I'm convinced I was more mobile a year ago.
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[personal profile] incandescens 2021-06-14 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
I had a dream last night about trying to get a bus home but being unable to recognise any of the streets. Sometimes dreams can be painfully obvious…